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kora 🌊's avatar

thanks for sharing this, colin. it felt reassuring to know that someone who’s written as much as you have also feels this way.

when i first left my job to travel, i wrote this in my journal during a bout of self-doubt:

“i see now why people are afraid to take that leap and follow their dreams.

why dive headfirst into the terrifying unknown when you can feel comfortable and secure at home? when you stay in your lane, you avoid the fate of having everything about you – your identity, your worth, your future, your capabilities – exposed to the world and questioned, not only by yourself but also by the people around you.”

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Liz's avatar

Enjoy how you were able to put into words this weird mix of feelings people who live life a little bit outside the lines can feel at times. I'm not an internet personality by any means (post a few times a year to social media to a small 'friend list' of ppl I actually know) but just sharing in general in the various communities I inhabit the outside of the box way my family has chosen, makes me feel uncomfortable at times for the very reasons you state and now it's got me thinking maybe part of it forces me to question my choices in ways that feel more uncomfortable than I've realized and perhaps I may need to dig a bit more into the why of that discomfort? But stepping back, I have no regrets for following a different path and intuitively it feels right for me.

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